Denadarkling's Journals

...LoNeLy ToMb....

I awaken in a lonely tomb,
locked inside it's walls.
I cry for you to set me free,
But no one hears my calls.

Choking in the dust-filled air,
twilight fills my soul.
Succumbing to darkness there ,
My mind has lost control.

Pain of hunger eats at me.
My bones are worn and weak.
I feel a sharp pain in my eye.
A tear runs down my cheek.

Captivated by alluring power,
anxious for the end.
Nightmares consume my every hour,
until deaths' my only friend.

" JoIn Me "

Knife-edged fangs gleaming in the moonlight

Living in shadows waiting to bite

Vampire eyes hypnotizing your soul

To take you over is my goal

Phantom beast without tears to shed

Your death to continue your life undead

Mythical creature who overcomes death

You think it's not real but don't hold your breath

Is it just a phantom of the mind

Will you bet and leave your life behind

For nightly rituals of lusting for blood

The fluid of life your daily liquid

Your soul your life your reprogrammed

To join me in death forever be damned

My PaDDeD RooM

Dena sits in solitude

arms around her torso

sitting in the padded room

thinking away

and along came a spider

that sat down beside her

and scared little Dena away.

How many tootsie rolls fit in someones pocket

why does lined pillows always break first

how do clowns live with their scary faces

why does peanut butter smell like blood.

why did mommy die

why am i here

what did I do

I just made her eat

I didn't know it was bad

Now I have to pay

This isn't fair

I want to go home

Is my home still there

How long have I been here

What if I am dreaming

I can't wake up

Wake up

oh God

Please

WAKE UP

I am here

still

I can suffocate myself

*she holds her breathe*

What

why isn't it working

what if I scream for help

i cant talk

speak

Speak you

SPEAK
noo

I am trapped in my mind

Oh look the nurse

she'll help me

"medicine time!"

ew! tastes like crap

just makes me feel wo..rse...

I... hate the.... way it.... makes me feel so......

*passes out*

Come Vist Sometime

In My

PaDDed RooM

hehehe

GrEaT ChAoS

I pray to thee, Great Chaos

Bring about the end of order

Let anarchy rule

Bring the comforting darkness

The sweetness of the nothingness

Fade away to gray

Let order fail

Chaos will win when all is said and done

The universe is dieing

Returning to the beginning

Burning desired for the void

Feeling of joy and dismay

Lusting for the cold hands of disorder

Tasting of the universe blood

Feeling creationâ�™s death throws

Destruction of all

GrEaT ChAoS

I pray to thee, Great Chaos

Bring about the end of order

Let anarchy rule

Bring the comforting darkness

The sweetness of the nothingness

Fade away to gray

Let order fail

Chaos will win when all is said and done

The universe is dieing

Returning to the beginning

Burning desired for the void

Feeling of joy and dismay

Lusting for the cold hands of disorder

Tasting of the universe blood

Feeling creationâ�™s death throws

Destruction of all

My SeNt - DeAtH

Allow my scent,

to draw your focus.

Allow me,

to lure you away.

Follow the hints,

I've bestowed apon you

Follow me,

as I lead you astray.

I've planned for you,

to fall to your knees.

Tears in your eyes,

begging me please.

You want me to not exist,

unless you want revenge.

Meerly surpasing my kiss,

A love you wish to avenge.

But unlikely to you,

is my word, my deal.

As anything you'de give

to make me unreal.

I have but one will,

to take your last breath.

I steal, and I kill.

I am death.

EvErYtHiNg ChAnGeS

Gripping the arms of her throne tightly in a white knuckeled grip....her eyes closed tightly and tears of blood slowly running down her face Her teeth clenched and her lips held in a thin tight line.... he walked over to her, and sat next to her wrapping his arms around her shoulders hugging her tightly. She slowly increased the grip on her throne untill the metal bent, wood cracked, and stone crumbled in her grasp... a heat radiated from her body and unseen things seemed to writh around under the flesh of her back.... He held her tightly and wished she would hug him back, confused as to what was happening to her, she clenched her fists tightly, shattering the remaining arms of her throne....Her dress growing tight around her body something pushing out from her back... Then she suddenly screamed a sound of pure emotion as her dress ripped away Black bat-like wings sprouted from beneath the flesh of her back, bearly missing him and extending in a full twenty-four foot wingspan! Then she began to calm down Wraping her new wings tightly around him and holding him, cradeling him tightly but gently.... "See?" she said "Everything changes..." he laid in her wings and said "Yes it does..." And held her closer.

ITSSSSS ritualistic sadistic masochistic

ritualistic sadistic masochistic

bleeding screaming

crying dying

i felt the sin inside me grow

watch the human die

withn in a disease a plague

haunting your eyes

scribe your lies

this pyre of hate

decying my soul this distrust,

my lust for blood lock you

within deface your identity

my love for hate

im the master

you are the slave

abuse and misuse is all i give you

this much you deserve

with your ill touch you

broke my mind

leaving me a restless wreck

now a rage filled onster

my hate grows deeper everynight

graves with no name

is where you will lay next to

everything you killed within me

lock you within deface

your identity my love for hate

im the master

you are the slave

abouse and misuse is all i give you

this much you deserve

i will forgive and forget

when you are gone

my mind will mend

when your ashes drift away

i will smile

when the color drains from your eyes

seize the moment

hold it forever within the hate

now gone along with your song

i am free now you are gone

now my wounds are gone

now your blood

no longer stains my hand

Oh Just .... CrAwL InSiDe YoUr BrAiN!!!!

I want to crawl inside your brain,

sneek up on your soul.

I want to help you go insane,

so your no longer whole.

I cant wait to steal your dreams

in the middle of the night.

I will take your rhymes and schemes.

I'll make you die of fright.

Then I'll burn you on the pyre.

Feel your life drain away.

Strip your soul down to the wire,

rotting,black and grey.

I will drain your life of blood,

out every single vein.

I will turn your brain to mud,

as you go insane.

As you lay there dying,

I'll be torturing your soul.

I don't mind the crying,

for torture is my goal.

When your heart is dead,

only then will I be free.

Cast away your empty carcass.

I'll keep your soul for me.

how long my dear

How I long for your flesh,

Not to hold but to taste.

I plan to drink your blood someday

I hope to hear you scream

As your essence drains from you

I pray you say my name

Deep dark scars

I mark on you

Remembrence of my fangs

I step aside,

the path grows wide

I reach for another

I need blood to carry on-

Not to kill but to live,

but to breath

It is the only way