February 9, 2008...LoNeLy ToMb.... I awaken in a lonely tomb,
locked inside it's walls. I cry for you to set me free, But no one hears my calls. Choking in the dust-filled air, twilight fills my soul. Succumbing to darkness there , My mind has lost control. Pain of hunger eats at me.
My bones are worn and weak. I feel a sharp pain in my eye. A tear runs down my cheek. Captivated by alluring power,
anxious for the end. Nightmares consume my every hour, until deaths' my only friend.  
Posted on 02/09/2008 1:56 PM Comments (0)
January 29, 2008" JoIn Me " Knife-edged fangs gleaming in the moonlight
Living in shadows waiting to bite
Vampire eyes hypnotizing your soul
To take you over is my goal Phantom beast without tears to shed
Your death to continue your life undead Mythical creature who overcomes death You think it's not real but don't hold your breath
Is it just a phantom of the mind
Will you bet and leave your life behind
For nightly rituals of lusting for blood
The fluid of life your daily liquid
Your soul your life your reprogrammed
To join me in death forever be damned
Posted on 01/29/2008 1:57 AM Comments (0)
January 26, 2008My PaDDeD RooM Dena sits in solitude
arms around her torso
sitting in the padded room
thinking away
and along came a spider
that sat down beside her
and scared little Dena away.
How many tootsie rolls fit in someones pocket
why does lined pillows always break first
how do clowns live with their scary faces
why does peanut butter smell like blood.
why did mommy die
why am i here
what did I do
I just made her eat
I didn't know it was bad
Now I have to pay
This isn't fair
I want to go home
Is my home still there
How long have I been here
What if I am dreaming
I can't wake up
Wake up
oh God
Please
WAKE UP
no
I am here
still
I can suffocate myself
*she holds her breathe*
What
why isn't it working
what if I scream for help
i cant talk
speak
Speak you
SPEAK
noo I am trapped in my mind
Oh look the nurse
she'll help me
"medicine time!"
ew! tastes like crap
just makes me feel wo..rse...
I... hate the.... way it.... makes me feel so......
*passes out*
 Come Vist Sometime
In My
PaDDed RooM
hehehe
Posted on 01/26/2008 1:35 PM Comments (0)
January 25, 2008GrEaT ChAoS I pray to thee, Great Chaos
Bring about the end of order
Let anarchy rule
Bring the comforting darkness
The sweetness of the nothingness
Fade away to gray
Let order fail
Chaos will win when all is said and done
The universe is dieing
Returning to the beginning
Burning desired for the void
Feeling of joy and dismay
Lusting for the cold hands of disorder
Tasting of the universe blood
Feeling creation’s death throws
Destruction of all
Posted on 01/25/2008 1:27 PM Comments (0)
GrEaT ChAoS I pray to thee, Great Chaos
Bring about the end of order
Let anarchy rule
Bring the comforting darkness
The sweetness of the nothingness
Fade away to gray
Let order fail
Chaos will win when all is said and done
The universe is dieing
Returning to the beginning
Burning desired for the void
Feeling of joy and dismay
Lusting for the cold hands of disorder
Tasting of the universe blood
Feeling creation’s death throws
Destruction of all
Posted on 01/25/2008 1:26 PM Comments (0)
January 21, 2008My SeNt - DeAtH Allow my scent,
to draw your focus.
Allow me,
to lure you away.
Follow the hints,
I've bestowed apon you
Follow me,
as I lead you astray.
I've planned for you,
to fall to your knees.
Tears in your eyes,
begging me please.
You want me to not exist,
unless you want revenge.
Meerly surpasing my kiss,
A love you wish to avenge.
But unlikely to you,
is my word, my deal.
As anything you'de give
to make me unreal.
I have but one will,
to take your last breath.
I steal, and I kill.
I am death.
Posted on 01/21/2008 7:53 PM Comments (0)
January 16, 2008EvErYtHiNg ChAnGeS
Gripping the arms of her throne tightly in a white knuckeled grip....her eyes closed tightly and tears of blood slowly running down her face Her teeth clenched and her lips held in a thin tight line.... he walked over to her, and sat next to her wrapping his arms around her shoulders hugging her tightly. She slowly increased the grip on her throne untill the metal bent, wood cracked, and stone crumbled in her grasp... a heat radiated from her body and unseen things seemed to writh around under the flesh of her back.... He held her tightly and wished she would hug him back, confused as to what was happening to her, she clenched her fists tightly, shattering the remaining arms of her throne....Her dress growing tight around her body something pushing out from her back... Then she suddenly screamed a sound of pure emotion as her dress ripped away Black bat-like wings sprouted from beneath the flesh of her back, bearly missing him and extending in a full twenty-four foot wingspan! Then she began to calm down Wraping her new wings tightly around him and holding him, cradeling him tightly but gently.... "See?" she said "Everything changes..." he laid in her wings and said "Yes it does..." And held her closer. 
Posted on 01/16/2008 4:34 AM Comments (0)
ITSSSSS ritualistic sadistic masochistic ritualistic sadistic masochistic bleeding screaming crying dying i felt the sin inside me grow watch the human die withn in a disease a plague haunting your eyes scribe your lies this pyre of hate decying my soul this distrust, my lust for blood lock you within deface your identity my love for hate im the master you are the slave abuse and misuse is all i give you this much you deserve with your ill touch you broke my mind leaving me a restless wreck now a rage filled onster my hate grows deeper everynight graves with no name is where you will lay next to everything you killed within me lock you within deface your identity my love for hate im the master you are the slave abouse and misuse is all i give you this much you deserve i will forgive and forget when you are gone my mind will mend when your ashes drift away i will smile when the color drains from your eyes seize the moment hold it forever within the hate now gone along with your song i am free now you are gone now my wounds are gone now your blood no longer stains my hand
Posted on 01/16/2008 4:33 AM Comments (0)
Oh Just .... CrAwL InSiDe YoUr BrAiN!!!! I want to crawl inside your brain, sneek up on your soul. I want to help you go insane, so your no longer whole. I cant wait to steal your dreams in the middle of the night. I will take your rhymes and schemes. I'll make you die of fright. Then I'll burn you on the pyre. Feel your life drain away. Strip your soul down to the wire, rotting,black and grey. I will drain your life of blood, out every single vein. I will turn your brain to mud, as you go insane. As you lay there dying, I'll be torturing your soul. I don't mind the crying, for torture is my goal. When your heart is dead, only then will I be free. Cast away your empty carcass. I'll keep your soul for me.
Posted on 01/16/2008 4:30 AM Comments (1)
December 2, 2007how long my dear How I long for your flesh, Not to hold but to taste. I plan to drink your blood someday I hope to hear you scream As your essence drains from you I pray you say my name Deep dark scars I mark on you Remembrence of my fangs I step aside, the path grows wide I reach for another I need blood to carry on- Not to kill but to live, but to breath It is the only way
Posted on 12/02/2007 7:27 PM Comments (0)
November 16, 2007SoO WaRpEd AnD TwIsTeD Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted  So many tricks & so many lies
Too many when’s & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted Ha Ve a
WaRpEd aNd TwIsTeD
WeeKeNd My fRiEnDs
 XxXXXxX
Posted on 11/16/2007 9:49 PM Comments (0)
August 6, 2007InTo Hell !!!! And over the edge into Hell,
without the glisten of those drops. A high-stakes game of kiss-and-fell. Unguided dreams left you hopelessly lost. An armchair general in charge of nothing. Permanent guilt; your heart painted frost. Guileless and forbidden, still you searched. That end never crystal clear. Broken and dirty-minded that demon perched. On your scars he endlessly toyed. Digging open lost nightmares, black and swirling back into the void. A scalding monkey on your back, exacting his pound of flesh. Wished for white but it only came in black. Pale blue skin now. Left open your redemption, its fingernails piercing your brow. This brutal cycle now complete. You there without a pulse… hear my soul sigh as the dark cloud settles over me, see the tears roll, why? my demons won. effortlessly.  defeat -
struck by such a deep hopeless aching, to claim my victory would only be faking... a voice - tearing free from some deep sunken hollow in my mind; the fading voice of sanity echoes back - in a macabre rhyme...  taunting, mocking: "you knew you were never strong. let the darkness swallow you; it's were you belong..." the words spinning around me its poisonous cocoon; ringing in my ears, my body powerless to its toxic tune. twirling - sweeping me up and dragging me down, the dance of death scuffling along in a bloodied dressing gown... the grim audience watching, whispering low: "come on dear, u want to join us. we know..." rustling death - their voices melting into one mournful choir; encircling the dance floor in their gloomiest attire. pale grey faces hidden behind their deathly masks, numbness gripping; feel life slipping from my weakened grasp..... Have A Wicked day My Wicked friends
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Posted on 08/06/2007 8:18 AM Comments (0)
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